Throughout this whole process everything has been a waiting game.
Part of me thinks that you have to jump through so many hoops and everything is extended out so that you have time to make a decision on if this really the best choice for you.
Honestly I have appreciated the waiting game. The wait between appoitments, the wait to be approved on so many different levels because for me I take things in and I listen. I work to pick them apart within my head and then talk to others about these things.
I will find out my results for my sleep study Tuesday and after that I can schedule an appointment with the surgeon for a pre-op appointment to talk about what would be next and how to move forward.
This process started in October for me when I decided to sign up for the first seminar. It is now January and if all goes well I should have a pre-op appointment in the beginning of February.
The biggest conversation I have waited to have is with my family. I have not talked to my parents or my brother and sister-in-law about me deciding that I wanted to do this for me. That moving forward with my life this is one of the choices that I need to make for me.
I am excited about my decision but I need to have that conversation as I want my family to be supportive of me throughout this process. I know they will be but need to just have this conversation.